Urong-Sulong-Liko-Abante GO!

Ang dami dami dami daming nangyari this week. So many decisions...

Jan3
Afternoon, I've decided to work somewhere else; not in Cavite and not in UPLB

Jan4
I woke up feeling depressed...Nakakalungkot yung feeling na wala kang work... so I said to myself, magrereport na ako sa bago kong work dito sa LB. Pero nung pumunta na ko sa building, there's a big part of me na ayaw talaga...I just can't. I don't like the job. I'd rather have no work kesa ayaw ko at di ako decided sa gagawin ko. Umuwi nalang ako. My decision is FINAL : NOT GET THE JOB in LB

The new Director from Cavite phoned me after, asking me to stay in my job. He said that there will be a meeting for the new staff here in LB so he wanted me to attend and talk to him, so I considered moving to CvSU .

The man who get my resume for the work in Pasig txtd and said that he will update me on Monday .

Jan5&6
Weekend; I am planning to move to CvSU .

Jan 7
Really decided to move to Cavite.

No update from Pasig.

Jan8,9,10
Sure na talaga to move in Cavite.

Still no update from Pasig.

Jan11
I attended the meeting but before it started ,I had the chance to talk to the new director, at di ko masyadong nagustuhan ang resulta ng aming pag-uusap...Plus my only officemate who will move to Cavite and the only person whom I know in the room is so cold to me, as if she does not want me to stay. I was so disappointed and hurt...Hmpf! Now my decision is FINAL : NOT TO MOVE in CAVITE

I txtd my friend who has a very good job in a reputable law firm in Makati and asked if there are job openings in their office. She phoned me and asked for my resume.

Jan12
Thankful pa din ako kase at least I've made a good decision. I know that if I get the job in LB na di ko naman gusto.. just for the sake of having a job lang, di ako magiging masaya...Sa Cavite naman, from the start, hangga't maaari di talaga ako lilipat kase I don't like the place...besides, mahirap talaga, kase nga bano akong magcommute, imagine limang sakay from LB to Indang. Gosh!

Now, I have no work, hehe but I can say that I'm happy. Gusto ko na rin kase ng ibang career...for a change...I want to grow more so I need a more challenging job. I know my decision is right. Sana lang makahanap ako ng trabaho bago matapos ang February =)

IF

I'm back in LB and it feels so weird to be here without me going in the office...For almost 2 years that I've worked in the place, it hurts to see it empty without anything, even the people are gone...

Just last night I gave up Cavite (my first choice before) and take the job here in LB, though I'm not sure IF that's what I really wanted...and this feeling keeps me from reporting to my boss. I went in the campus this morning but I didn't go to my future boss still. I told myself, 'this afternoon you'll be ready to start...' even IF I know that there is a part of me that doesn't really want to go. But just before lunch time, I met someone who told me that they are in need of a staff in their office. The position is good and the office is in Pasig. He asked for my resume and application letter...and I did give him.

Whew! Life is always a surprise for me. Tomorrow, IF my boss-to-be-in-LB would ask me of my decision, I will decline... I can't keep them from waiting. It would be unfair. I have to choose and let go of the other. I let go Cavite. IF I will give up LB also, that leaves me with my last choice: to go somewhere else and find a new job (new everything).

Kahapon lang, this is my last option to choose...NOW, I'm choosing it.


Hope my decision is right. So help me GOD :)

First Day of the Year

How does one start the year 'right?' Do I need to do good things or be productive so that my whole year will be perfect? This day I spent most of my time sleeping, eating and watching DVDs, does that follow that I'll be sleeping, eating and watching DVDs for the whole year? Well that would be good in a way but so unproductive.

Tomorrow I'll be back in LB. Still don't know what to do with my career. I just finished doing my resume, but I don't know if I will use it. MAYBE I'll get the offer in LB... My eldest brother advised me to go find a job in a private company for better oppurtunities. But I'm not prepared. Sigh... I really hope that there is something good waiting for me this year. I really hope.

I didn't have any new year's resolution this year. Experience told me that they are not resolved anyway (at least for me and all the people that I know) I will just try my very best in everything that I will do (I hope). And of course, put God on top of all. Even if I'm always uncertain and undecided,...at least by that, I'm certain that everything will be fine.